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Sunday, January 25, 2009

Dear Diary,

Is there any way to turn time back? I really dun wana lose him. I can practically do anything just to have him to forgive me. My life almost practically revolves around him. I felt so dark when he said he wana leave me. I just wish to have him by my side and be with him. I just wish to have a stable and last forever relationship with him. Is that really so hard? I realised that I've done the BIGGEST mistake to make him sad and disappointed over what I did. I felt the importance of him in my life. Promising him never to visit his blog or do anything that relates to him. I just need the last chance for him to forgive me. And i swear that I'll try my best never to disappoint him again. Thats all I need. My mood changes anytime when he says thing that will make any impact on me. When he says I love you, I smiled as though I'm the most fortunate person on earth. When he ignores me, I felt so dark just wishing that I can isolate myself in one corner to cry. When he says he wana leave me, I feel as though there's nothing on earth can make me happy anymore. My heart shattered when he ignored me and asking his mum to bluff me that he's out and asked me to stop calling me. At that moment, I felt hopeless in life. I felt that there's no hope in my life anymore.

Dear diary, I need him. I really do..

Feeling lost and hopeless

1/25/2009 06:22:00 AM

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