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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Woots! Super happy. Might be having holidays during attachment. (: Happy! Didnt get my lappy this week cause PC show haven't start. Will be duing June so I'll be MIA-ing from here for a few weeks i guess. Cause gona return notebook to Kat today or tomorrow Yeah! Tomorrrow is 1st June le.. Time passed quite fast.

Label: Contented.

Had been bitcher and bitcher this 2 days.. I just can't stand her. Omg. ARGHSS! What the hack siaa. She think she very pretty luh. Pui. Seriously she can just go and die. Gross. If I'm a guy I won't even choose her. Yucks.

Label: I know I'm bitchy.

5/31/2009 06:15:00 PM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Been thinking much more than usual this few days. I really don't know what is wrong with me this few days. I still can't settle down on what I want. Or is it that I can't believe the fact that I still love u? Feeling depressed. Been wondering why images of u kept flashing in my mind. Been wondering why I just can't get rid of u out of my mind? Or is it that I loved u too deeply? I don't wish to know the answer. I don't wish to sort it out. Hoping that I could just forget about u which I know that it will never be possible. The memories of u is just too vivid. The love for u is too strong. Really wished that there is such tea which will let me forget everything do exist. Gosh~ What am I thinking exactly. I just wish that u're right beside me so that I can hug u tightly and never let u go.. I wish.. I wish...

Label: Depressed..

Attachment is sorta fun. Was in Preparation Lab with Bitch. We were enjoying ourselves playing with the mop and water while cleaning the floor. The autoclaving agar for decontamination time was really funny. The smell is super stinky especially after opening the lid. U can practically see everyone's reaction. But smart me.. I took the respirator so that I still could breathe some fresh air u know. Hahas. Love the time in the lab with those peeps. Love them all. Making my attachment so so so much fun. (:

Label: Another 3months 3weeks and 1 day to go.

5/28/2009 11:30:00 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

When will there be someone who can stand by me?

When will there be someone to care for me?

When will there be someone who can lend me a shoulder?

When will there be someone to give me unconditional love?

When will the someone be there for me?

Feeling tired.. On the verge of dying soon.. Attachment for 4months is really a tortue. How exactly am I going to survive.. Not in the mood to blog at all. Blog seems so dead. Shall blog when I feel like it bahss..

Label: I hate the way it is now

5/26/2009 09:02:00 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Just realised that my last post was on 19May'o9, Tuesday. Time passed so fast canss!..

20May'o9 Wednesday

Ended school around 4 plus. Cause had to stay back to get our attachment results. Got In-House attachment as expected. Bored! Everyday 8.30 to 5.30 and it lasts for 4months. Bloody hell! I'm aint sure how am I going to survive in school. Requested my mum for increasing my pocket money. She agreed. What a nice mum I have. (: Gona work really hard next time to let my mum to travel round the world to fulfill her dream. I know I'm a good daughter. Thanks.. Hahas. After ITE, gona go for my dreams le. Hope time passes fast! (: Went to mum's office after school. Cause have to do our projects for QC&A. Dateline is on Thurs. Couldn't finish by 8.30. Thinking we'll die for our project if we don't hand in.. Went for some shopping in NTUC to get our stuffs to fill the fridge and cupboard. Bought mum a Fish Burger cause she's hungry. Came home for shakes. Nothing else le bahs.. Boring life..

Label: I hated this particular group member!

21May'o9 Thursday

Went 30minutes late for our QC&A class test. Paper lasts for 1.5hrs. Had myself rotting during the test. Cause didn't study for the test at all. Was too busy with the project. So crapped through the whole paper.. After test, requested teacher to let us hand in abit later due to some IRRESPONSIBLE member me and sze had to rush through everything by ourself. Bloody hell.. So rushed to mum's office to finish the rest and finalize the thing before sending it for binding. Rushed to Tanah Merah to meet Sze before going school together. Had our work handed in. Heng siaa.. Headed home to sleep after that. Slept from 7pm till next day. Didn't study for MBT theory test at all..

Label: Really tired this few days.

22May'o9 Friday

Woke up and prepared to go school. Was waiting for bitch to message me. Think she overslept so went to school first. She message me saying she woke up at 9.30.. Bitch really pig siaa.. Asked her to rush down for the test she dunwan cause never study.. Heng Ms Fong allow her to do it on Monday.. Went homee to prepare before going to do my stuffs.. Headed down for Team Training after finishing my thing. Heng I never late.. Team Training was great yesterday. Learnt alot on human body. Cool siaaa. Headed home at 11.30pm..

Label: Bitch please study for ur test and find Mrs Wong on Monday!!

23May'o9 Saturday, Today

Meet mummy for lunch at Amoy Market there. Headed to SDS event after lunch. Learnt alot on marketing plan, products and many more.. Headed to NTUC with Jeff and forgotten his name to get our BBQ food and drinks for tomorrow's chalet. Came home after that. Mum cooked porriage. Bla bla blaa.. Too tired to eleborate. Tomorrow still gona pack house before going off to chalet. Go le..~

Label: I love my bed.!

5/23/2009 11:30:00 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Finally my 90th post! Had many many many thoughts today. Firstly, I shall name the more important stuffs.

To Bitch:

BITCH! Seriously speaking. I don't wish to see u being this way anymore u know! As a friend of yours I really hope to see u putting effort in urself. Its only a few months to go and u can graduate le! After that u can do whatever u want or wish to do. U should know when to have fun and when to be serious. I don't want to leave u back there making urself like u don't wana help urself. U have a bf that cares for u alot and pamper u (though I don't agree the both of u being together). Right? Help urself can? I truely and sincerely want to help u ehh! Please pull urself up. Promise me can? The both of us will always be there when u need a pull I promise u. Don't disappoint me. Love u.

Secondly, I can't wait for this week to end. A few more days to go then I can finally have a breathe. What else? Of cause it's the end of class tests and projects la. (: Then it'll be the start of my attachment. Where else will my attachment be? In school of cause. With my lousy attendance and GPA results. Teacher wouldn't want to risk putting me to work in companies (Duhss?).

Thirdly, waiting for my blings to come so that I can stick on my phone. Yayness! Kat also getting blings. So we'll get to stick our blings together. (:

Fourth, can't wait for some free time to go out drinking before attachment and celebrate bitch's birthday.

Fifth, getting a lappy next week! HURRAY! Love mummy. Woots. Shall get my CPU done up soon I hope.

Lastly, settle down in my life! Don't wana have anymore retharded thoughts le. Though there are much more things I wana do.. I shall keep it till when I'm free bahss..

Today, went school alone. bitch didn't reply my message. Sadded uhh!. Went to meet Clement after MBT theory to help him buy cigg. Then headed back to school 30minutes late. Lesson ended early so headed to mum's office to do my project. Stressed. Had some quarrel with the stupid door-man. His attitude super fucked up. Really want to quarrel with him but mummy say no use quarreling with such people so we left. Super idiotic. Spoil my day.

Shall not blog le. Talking to Alan now.~ Will study abit later before I sleep. Nighty~

Label: Lack of love..

5/19/2009 11:38:00 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

Kat show me this 3bags from Victoria's Secret that night. So nice uhh! I want! It's only S$160 for all 3.. RAWRS! Gona save money and buy le.

Met Kat at 4.30pm to register her singing competition. She reached around 5pm. Registered and found out that she's the first competitor. Then we go ask the person if she can change to no2 or no3. But the person replied her say cannot. Then she should feel honoured that she's the first competitor. Super funny sia. Then both of us went for a walk in Heeren. Then down to Basement1 to eat Japanese food. It costed us around 10bucks each. SO EXPENSIVEE!! Then rushed up and wait for her turn to start. Behind the stage got some bazzar. Saw this stall selling Victoria's Secret bag. I almost went crazy cause the bag like super nice. Kat went up on stage. She was super nervous luhs! She rushed through the song. Yupp.. Then came down and she decided to buy this bag for S$65. I deposited $30 to buy this charm and 2 other bags.

Walked to Far East to buy my blings to stick my phone. Spent about 30minutes there. End up ordered Pink blings. Costed me S$60 luh! Went down Level1 to buy water. Passed by O2 Skin then ended buying nail polish and a moisturizer for mummy. Headed home with Kat after that. Came home and removed my nail polish which I've only do for 2days? Waste my money. Then helped mummy to put on nail polish. See I so guai. (: Hahas. Helped myself to paint my toe nail and put blings on my phone and earpiece.

Abit regreted putting deposit for the 2 bag. Super not worth. Kat told me can buy at cheaper price. Ass...

Label: I miss him! ):

5/18/2009 01:48:00 AM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

13 May'o9 [Wednesday]

School lasted for only 1hour cause had MBT practical test. Test went quite smoothly. Headed to Bedok for lunch with Bitch and Sheilia. Left for Marina Square with Bitch to do our log book which have to be handed in on 15 May'o9 (Friday). Went shopping for awhile. Bought a new pouch for my phone, a leggings and a headband. Sat down at Macs to do our log book. Decided to use my headband so went to the toilet to struggle for 1hr with my headband. Ended up I put for 5-10mins I removed. Slacked awhile then decided to buy fries to eat before leaving. Headed home after eating.

Label: Broke.

14 May'o9 [Thursday]

Go to school late as usual. Attended QC&A practical for only 1.5hr. Wanted to go out with Bitch to do our log book as we didnt even do a single entry on Wed. But she said she wanted to go home sleep. So headed home. Was trying to keep myself awake to do my log book but ended up sleeping. Slept till 7pm before going to Louise's house to use her lappy cause need Microsoft Word to type the stupid report for QC&A to be pasted into the log book. Reached there around 8plus. Stayed till 12 then headed home. Do up my log book till 4plus with Bitch on msn. Then wanted to meet Bitch for breakfast before going school to attend lesson. But ended up sleeping.

Label: Stressed

15May'o9 [Friday]

Met Bitch at 11.30am cause both of us woke up late. Headed to school in home clothes. Reached school around 12plus 1pm. Bitch and I was trying to touch up the last bit of the log book before handing it up to teacher at 2pm. Went to Cafe 1 for lunch after handing it to teacher. Slacked awhile then I headed off to Far East to meet Kat to do manicure. Bitch went home. Found this shop in Far East that sell blings at a very cheap price. Going there to buy within this 2 weeks to do up my nails! (: Went for Team Training @ Whampoa again. Stayed there till 11.45 and headed home. Realising that Whampoa is super near my house. Took only 30mins to reach home. Slept early that night.

Label: Tiring.

16May'o9 [Today, Saturday]

Woke up at 12.45pm. Prepared and headed off to mummy's office to do my project. Ended up don't know how to do. So slacked there and use the internet. Went to my nai ma house cause her grand-daughter today 1month birthday. Mummy went to buy gold. Spent like 316bucks.! Now gold super expensive. 1g for $48.50. Oh my tian.~ Had my favorite curry there. Today very sinful. Eat until very fattening.! Left there around 9plus. Took cab home cause mummy gastric pain. Gona sleep soon I guess. Tomorrow have to pack my room. It became messy again. I got pack or never pack like no difference de. A few days messy le. Idiotic. Meeting Kat at 4pm @ Heeren tomorrow. Shall psycho my mum to give me money to buy my nail polish and blings. (:

Arghs! I'm hungry again. Like that how to slim down sia! RAWRS! Shall get some milk shake later. Lalalalala~

Label: I wana get a bf! ):

5/16/2009 11:05:00 PM

Just reached home not long ago from Team Trainning. Super tired.. I shall blog tomorrow. Cannot make it le. Gona fall asleep soon.. Nighty nights.!

Label: Tire out from school work.

5/16/2009 12:49:00 AM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

CLUBBING @ ST JAMES

7TH JUNE 09
VAUNT IV @ ST.JAMES
8pm till lateMIXAGE
{ 16 & Above }

Announcing the Arrival of the Kings!
In conjunction with The German Embassy and the Goethe Institute
Celebrating The Kings Of Freedom Project in Singapore The Youth Empire and Modellink together presents...

VAUNT IV:
The Arrival of The Kings Will Burn up the Runway track and Paint our fine city Red Black and Gold. For one night and one night alone, St James Power station will open her iron gates of St James Powerhouse, The Gallery and Bar None to the attendees of VAUNT IV: The Arrival of The Kings! And for that night, we welcome you to party hard industrial style alongside with us.

VAUNT IV also celebrates the 4th Anniversary of The Youth Empire. So come witness one of the most highly celebrated and respected Fashion Runway Parades in Singapore this 7th June 2009! Bear Witness to the works of 8 Young Talented Fashion Designers. As they Dress 16 of Singapore's hottest and most delightfully delectable models! Catch 16 of them marching down the Runway in their New York Street style glamour Combined with Andy Warhol Pop Art and Edie Sedgwick, High Fashion inspired wear! So once again...

VAUNT IV: The Arrival of The Kings7th June@ St. James Powerhouse, The Gallery, and Bar NoneWatch Fashion History in the making!

More details coming your way... Another highly anticipated event organized by The Youth Empire and Modellink!

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5/12/2009 11:48:00 PM

Thinking back that yesterday Bitch told me that Andy and Xian patched. So went to view their blogs just now. Feeling happy for Andy cause he finally settled down again. And some other thoughts. [will be posted in wordpress] Okay~! I really feel like going crazy now. The urge of wanting to laugh dam loud. I guess I'm being bitchy and saddist. I'm sorry but this is me.. Bitch will understand. ROFL~

Recently having bad headaches when I wake up. Don't know whats wrong also. Maybe is not enough sleep I guess. So woke up at around 11? Bitch woke me up. She also late can! Met her on the train and train-ed to school together. Reached school at like 1pm? So decided not to go for the 2nd lesson. Fong called at 2pm ask bitch go up take her test. So I went up to lecture room wait for teacher to come. Bitch message me say she knows who kena In-House. Aiyaa. Don't say I also know I kena le. Bitch came for lecture after her test. She say both of us kena In-House. Like that also good. Can go school together. Can bitch together. Hahas.~ But never see the cb's name. Fucker siaaaa. If she never kena I cfm complain. PUI! Lesson ended train-ed home with bitch.

On the train super funny. I was getting ready to go down at Outram Park (next stop Tiong Bahru). Then got this aunty think I want go down. She turned & walk 1 step (thinking I'll go off the train). Bitch & I see le started laughing. She super sua gu sia.. I haven't even stand up she wana sit down already. Typical Singaporean. Tsk tsk~ I told bitch that I don't mind taking train all the way to Joo Koon (last stop of the MRT). We started laughing again. The aunty keep turning her head and look at me thinking when will I stand up to let her have the seat. Super joker sia. So I sit and sit. Who knows got another woman stood up and get down at Tiong Bahru also. Sad la! No show see. I stood up and left the train. Came home and nap till 10pm. Super tired. Now I'm still tired. Guess I gona turn into a pig soon. ):

Label: I wana be loved and pampered..

5/12/2009 11:23:00 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Arghss! My blog seems so dead canss! Like no people come read de. But I don't really care. Low profile better. (:

Headed to Tiong for dinner with Katherine after swimming. Saw shoe sales. See see look look end up buying a new heels. So happy! (:

Measured and its 4.5 inch. RAWR!

Went to Kopitiam for dinner. I had Tom Yam Ban Mian. Then Kat bought Spaghetti. Mum came over after work. She ate Yong Tao Fu. Headed home after dinner. Finally let mum know that I'm consuming Herbalife's product. Thought she'll be angry with me. Out of my expectation she ended up saying that she'll take one and try out. Cool. Ended up she became my first customer. (:

Label: Multiple feelings. Happy. Sad. Stressed. Awaiting..

5/11/2009 11:25:00 PM

Last night ended up decorating my restaurant until never write the letter for mum. Went to bed around 2plus 3? I don't remember. Woke up late as usual today so reached school at 12.30. Met Sheilia at Cafe2 and joined them to play heart attack. Today's practical ended very early. The practical lasted for 1.5hr only. Took mrt home with Weisze. Gona go for swimming with Katherine soon. I'm bored. I need motivation! I need someone to lean on. ):

Nothing much to blog today. I guess.

Label: Feeling moody. Is there someone i can confide in? Hais.~

5/11/2009 04:08:00 PM

Oh great. I feel like banging the wall now. I was hopping around blogshops and I almost killed myself. I regretted not saving money! Gosh. I see until super tempted. I want money! RAWR! I die die will go work part time and earn myself some money to go shopping.

AND! IM STILL AIMING FOR MY GUCCI BAG!!

Label: Feeling Broke.

5/11/2009 03:04:00 AM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Went for HOM today. It was quite motivating. Really felt like working hard on selling the products to help people to improve their health and lose weight like how i did. Today saw this Hong Kong girl super pretty after slim down. I see already I jealous eh!

Anyone who wants to slim down or improve ur health like having diabeties problems or even heart problems. You may email me your number and name at leadmylife_@hotmail.com or simply leave ur name and number at my tag board. I'll get back to u asap. (:

Today is Mother's Day. Rushed back asap to cook dinner for mummy. Wanted to buy a small small cake at BreadTalk for mummy (too much very fattening ar!) but reached there all the cakes are GONE! I was like wth.. So decided to head home with the ingredients I bought to cook (using mummy's money =x). Gona write a card for mummy soon. Will collaspe on my bed any sooner. I'm very tired. Nights everyone~! Tata...~

Label: Tired! I need battery for recharge. I want to have a love life.! I'm just kidding.

Much Thanks to:

Bendan Jo for helping me to log into my

Restaurant City @ Facebook to

feed my employees. (:

5/10/2009 09:45:00 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Finally had the time to pack my room today. Rather neat now but still need to find time to bring my books to the Salvation Army for donation.

Was supposed to go swimming today but Katherine say her muscle cramp so end up never go. So went to meet Yong Xiang watch movie. I wanted to watch 17again but tickets sold out. It's like the show so long le still got so many people watch. Hais. So end up watching Star Trek. The show not bad la. Its about spaceships and black hole in the universe. Headed home after watching movie. Meeting Katherine soon. She's buying dinner for me. Love her loads. (:

Label: Not contented.
Status: Finding Boyfriend.

5/09/2009 09:30:00 PM

Heh. Just reached home from Irene's place. Went to have Team Training. So happy that I've lost 3.7kg in 3weeks. Kekes. Gona chiong 1.3kg for this coming week.(: Team training ended at 9.30pm but stayed there for awhile. Left there around 10.50 bahss. Took bus to Dhoby and meet Tobias awhile.

Woke up late again today. Skipped morning's lesson. This morning's wind so big then when the door closed it banged my finger. Now my finger swell le. Super pain uh! Tomorrow sure blue black de.

Today's test I almost vomited. I eventually forgot how to do some of the questions. Super retharded. I almost died in the lecture hall rotting thinking how to answer those questions. But lucky I know how to do most of the questions. Hope I can pass with at least 75%. Headed off to Raffles to do my stuffs and came home for a change before going to Irene's house.

Last night after studying 2chapters I got bored so started to use msn and crap around. Went crazy and started to use webcam to take some photos. (:

Label: 45kg is my aim! (:

5/09/2009 12:25:00 AM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Today's blog will be very short cause I need to rush through my theory lectures. Tomorrow got test. Last minute as usual. Heh.~

Skipped 1st lesson in the morning cause couldn't wake up. Sze didn't go school. She said she very reluctant to go school. So have to face her alone again. Reached school around 11.10am. Today QC&A practical was practicing stock taking. After stock taking Mr Olivia go through theory questions with us. Had alot of laughter during briefing. Mr Olivia super funny bodoh.~ Lesson ended early today as usual. Around 12.50. Took bus 2 till Bedok to change bus 14 home. Study abit and decided to nap awhile. Overslept and passed my stop. No choice but to head back. Noth much to blog le. Tata~

Label: Mugging for theory test.

5/07/2009 04:41:00 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Had practical test today. It was quite easy. Hope can pass bahss. (:

Went Mustafa walk walk with Sze after eating in school. Homed after that. Nothing much to blog today.

Label: Confused.

Private blog updated.

5/06/2009 09:29:00 PM

Monday, May 4, 2009

People I'll be using another blog from tonight onwards. But this blog will still be active sometimes when I feel like it. (:

P.S Message me if u want my blog. ONLY FOR FRIENDS!

5/04/2009 10:19:00 PM

Now at Louise's house blogging. Today felt like jogging don't know for what reason so came over to her house. Don't know what to blog cause feeling rather weird now.

Reached school late for an hour today. Lesson ended early as usual. Called up Tobias to ask about my iPhone. He taught me how to restart my bloody phone. Gosh.. Thanks alot man! Loves~ I almost rush down to Bugis during my break time to repair my phone. Went to Cafe1 to find Sheilia. Went back to class at 1pm. Really feel like creating a private blog now. Shall do it later when I reach home. Got alot alot alot of things I want to write.. Alot alot alot of thing that I can't post here. Might be letting this blog rot I guess? I'm still not sure what I'm thinking exactly.

Label: Confused.

NG WEI SZE! U BETTER GO SCHOOL UHSS! DON'T WANA SEE U STAY BACK ANOTHER YEAR! WILL U GRADUATE WITH ME!?

5/04/2009 08:07:00 PM

RAWRS! Having lots of different feelings now.

First, buddy aint clear of his feelings.. Addition of having confinement for 21days (left 9days though) made him more stress cause he misses his family alot. Thus, he've been treating me cold this few days.. Hope he'll cheer up!(:

Label: Sad

Secondly.. MY PHONE IS STILL NOT OKAY YET! FUCK FUCK FUCK! PISSING ME OFF! Fucking bitch spoil my phone. I gona let u pay if repair fees are required. Tmd.

Label: Pissed.

Thirdly, FACEBOOK! I freaking cannot enter Restaurant City.. MY WORKERS ARE STARVING! I'VE YET TO COLLECT MY INGREDIENTS TOO!

Label: Irritated

Fourth, I cannot enter Anime Season to watch my freaking anime!

Label: Bored.

Fifth, I think about having to attend school tomorrow I feel like wacking people. It's not about having to attend lectures and laboratory practices. It's to face people I hate. Hypocrite & a.. BIG.. FAT.. LIAR..! Pui. I look down on u.. Yeah. U might be nice at times being there for friends. But.. FUCK LA! Forget it. I dont wish to eleborate more. The more I think the more I feel like wacking people. I shall stop here.

Label: Thinking that I've to meet someone I don't like now.. The feeling SUCKS!

Finally Anime Season can enter. Gona watch another episode and here comes my candy dreams!(:

5/04/2009 12:48:00 AM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Left house at 12noon today to deliver drinks for Kat and the others and also pass Kat money to buy my shoe. Headed to Paya Lebar to help Sher take photos for free cause owed her 10bucks.. Rawrs! Went to buy some tibits before going home.

Label: Feeling bored..

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCKING PISSED! ARGHSSS! ALL THANKS TO MY FRIEND'S MUM! ANYHOW TOUCH MY PHONE NOW MY PHONE HANG! CNT EVEN OFF, UNLOCK & MESSAGE! ARGH! IT CNT EVEN BE CHARGED! DAM IT LAHSSS!!!!

Here goes the fucking story. Went to friend's house to study after buying dinner for mum. Settled down and took out my books. Before I even started studying my friend told her mum I bought a new phone. Then she wanted to show off she knows how to use my phone. Thus, she started sliding the pages (those who used iPhone before will know what i mean). Then her mum saw anyhow touch touch touch so many programme and entered a game. I waited for the game to load before exiting the programme. Exited the game and put on standby (thinking that nothing will happen). Then wanted to change song. So wanted to unlock my phone. HO SEH LAH! PHONE CNT EVEN BE UNLOCKED! PB SIA! never mind... I tried to off the phone. CANNOT! nevermind.. I wait (thinking that it'll be fine after awhile).. 15MINUTES PASSED AND THE PHONE STILL CANNOT BE UNLOCKED! WIN LE LAH! By that time I already had no mood to study so come home try see if can charge anot. Reached home. Plugged the charger in. NOW THE PHONE CANNOT EVEN BE CHARGED.! FUCKING PISSED NOW! FUCK SIA! CCB SIA! ARGHS!

Label: FUCKING PISSED! Don't try and irritate me before I get my phone done. Now buddy isn't there for me when I needed someone.. I hate him!!

5/03/2009 07:25:00 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Slept till 10plus today. Thought gona be late for photoshooting. But ended up model not feeling well so today's photoshooting was cancelled to tomorrow. Things kept being postponed to a later date. Felt rather fucked up plus many things happened recently so kept having mood swing. Wana declare that it's not of my period it's because I'm starting to not being able to tolerate people I don't like. Guess it's because I've became more bitchy nowadays bahss.?

Since photoshooting cancelled I headed back to school to take my notes to study for the upcoming test. Gona chiong for GPA4 for this semester le! Kat called me when I was on my way to school asking me to buy drinks for her and her friends working at the warehouse. Decided to be a kind soul and help them to get them drinks. Headed home to put down my books after retriving them from the locker before getting bubble tea for them. Stayed at the warehouse till 5.15pm and headed home. Reserved a pair of puma shoe. Gona buy tomorrow. (:

Went to meet Bavani to study. Ended up crapping in the park instead of studying. Met Kat at Tiong around 8 to collect and bitched a'lil. Saw my ex with my secondary school junior. She so bloody ugly lahss. Gosh. At first I saw her first then my thinking was like who her bf sia. Stead with someone so buang. Then when he turned around I was shocked.. It was Dino.. Didn't bother much after that. Went loitering around Tiong..

I've thought alot today. Decided to give up lehss. From now I just wana stay single and concentrate on my studies le.. GAMBATEHH! Not gona get influenced by other things anymore. (: lalalala~

Label: Settling down my mind to concentrate on my studies.

5/02/2009 10:14:00 PM

Friday, May 1, 2009

Created a new tagboard. (: People please tag in my new tag board instead of the old one. Thanks.!

Skipped school yesterday for work. Feeling super pathetic. Work for 10hrs and get 50bucks only. It actually don't matter much to me. What matters is that I had to stand all the way. So I ended up standing for 10hrs. Poor me.. Ended work at 7.30 and headed down to Bugis to meet korkor for awhile then went home.

Alot of things had been disturbing me recently. Rather sad. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Just wanting to be good friends I guess? At least we can talk to each other forever.. He've been sick for the past few days. Hope he'll get well soon. (:

Label: Troubled.

Today he woke up earlier than me. I woke up at 9plus. Told mummy I wanted to buy a bag for school. Asked her to sponser me. Additional to meet my cousin. Then had a little quarrel with mummy over going out to meet cousin for picnic. Wasn't in good mood so I didn't talk to her. Then she out of no where said that I could go and get my bag. My mood became better..(: So went to prepare and left. Wanted to go meet cousin but it was too late so I didn't go in the end. Reached there and saw a Nike bag. Its a 2-way carry bag. Can sling and carry sideways. Kat bought me that bag. Thanks Kat! (u know what I mean.(: ) Super happy. Went to Redhill market to get dinner and headed home.

Label: Don't wana love neither do I want to be in a relationship for the moment.

5/01/2009 06:35:00 PM

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