Destinated to be named WeiXuan on 240390
Hated studying since the age of 13.
Been slacking since then.
Currently studying in SimeiITE
Under BioTechnology Yr2.
Working Part-Time selling Health Supplement.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
This gona be my 70th post after so long. Realising that I've posted so little during all these while. Hmss! What happened today. Woke up and received a message from Angie saying that MBT practical lesson for Wednesday have been changed to 8.30am. So crap la. Timetable is shit though we can release early on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.
Reached school at 9am today. Started doing practical. Its a repeat of the last practical - making agar for DNA stuffs. After all these while I still don't know what am I doing for MBT. I only know that its about viruses, bacteria and some DNA stuffs. I know nothing else. Exams for MBT theory and practical are coming up next week. I've yet to study a single thing. Gona buck up and study soon.
School without Sze is real bored! No one to bitch with me. Sad life. Hope she'll come back soon. Today is house keeping day for my group. Stayed back to wipe tables. Oh yeah ~~ Fong kena sore throat. Hope she no voice. Irritating sia. She super kp luhss. Hate it so dam much. End lesson at 12 and was supposed to head down to Paya Lebar for phototaking. But end up something cropped up so decided to come home and feed my workers. See them hungry I sad. Rofl. Took bus 2 from school to Bugis to change 32. Just reached home.. Today stomach very pain uhs! Stupid cramp. Hope it ends soon. (:
Tomorrow is Thursday. The day after is Friday. The day after Friday is Saturday. The day after Saturday is Sunday. Ok ~ I'm being rethard. Time passes so fast. Its almost 3weeks after school re-open. Another few more weeks will be IA. Really hope dun kena In-House. Don't wana stay in school and see Fong for the next 5months.! Can't wait for 22May to come. Wana go out ton for the last day before IA starts.
Ok ~ It's time to nap nap! (:
Label : Tired. Pain and confused.
4/29/2009 02:28:00 PM
Too many stuffs happened recently. My mood swing has finally ended (hopefully) and I'm starting to have cramps. Hope that my cramps won't affect my mood. Had been searching around for model for Sher's blog. Found 1 from Sheilia. Thanks man! Or else I'll go crazy when she keep asking me to help her find 1 for her. Gona go down to city plaza to help her with her photoshoot and of cus with my camara. Sher! U should be glad to have such a nice friend like me u know..(: YAY-NESS! I can get my crackers at city plaza tmr (or rather later)!
Today (or should it be yest?) is like WTFXZX canss. Sze didn't come school (shall not eleborate why). Sheilia kena diarrhoea and came for the second lesson which is like MBT theory. SO! I EFFING HAD TO DO QC&A PRACTICAL ALONE!!!!!! But thanks to the kind souls in our class like Qinyi and Stefe. They helped me to finish up my prac. Due to another reason cause everyone have to finish up their practical in order to release class. Don't know if I should be happy/sad.. Sheilia the bitch came school before I headed to Paya Lebar. So decided to stay in school for lunch. MBT theory lesson ended early and QC&A theory lesson was shifted to a later time at 3.30. Had 1.5hr of break time. So decided to go TM1 for a walk with Sheilia. Bought a new handphone strap. The strap got like 7 stars hanging on.. 7 is like my favorite number with stars are my favorite shape (i call it). Bought another bracelet for fun. Now im officially broke for the week. Gona take advance pocket money from the weekend to spend. Headed to interchange and realised that im super late. Time: 3.20pm.. Waited for the bus to come.. Time: 3.39pm.. Skipped QC&A theory lesson as I was late for 30mins for the lesson so decided to go home as it was the last lesson already. Starting to get more bitchy then usual. Sheilia got influenced by me. Disiao-ed this guy on the bus when we were on 31 to Bedok inter to take bus home. Was with Cheryl too. Super funny can! Met this super nerd guy on the bus. Sheilia sabo say Cheryl want his number. Cheryl being another bitch say that he too good for her. WTFXZX luhss.. We started laughing and cont'd disiao-ing him. Reached Bedok. He also went down the bus. He was like complaining to his friends lahss. We were like ROFL-ing. Seperated at interchange as I need to pee... Bus14 came fast. Didn't need to wait long. Hopped on and fell asleep on the bus. Was really tired for the day.
Label: Shag
Reached home at 5.45pm. Wanted to sleep after feeding my humans in Restarant City. But due to don't know what reason I couldn't even catch a nap before meeting my mum at Tiong. She wanted me to go to the bank to queue for her. Idiot.. Went to the bank and queue like an idiot for her. Had Ajisan for dinner. Don't know to be happy/sad. Ajisan's food standard getting lousier. Headed home after mum paid her bills at AXS machine.
Was messaging him halfway. Cried for no reason. Called him at around 10.45? He heard me sniffing. He asked me not to cry but I didn't know how to stop. Soon he hanged up cause he wants to have a shower before sleeping. He messaged me 'Don't think too much k? Don't cry le. I hear u crying my heart feel pain u know? Promise me not to cry le k? I want to see u smile not to cry k?' I kept thinking what does he treat me as. He said he treated me as his good friend so I in return treated him as my buddy. But when he told me this I cont'd crying. I really don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it's because of my mood swing i guess.
Label : Sad
YES! My Restaurant finally lvl15. Gona die lvling.. Nxt lvl's experience is like 38000! Its like WTFZXZ! 7000k more to go. Full of crap. Okay! I need my beauty sleep. Gona lay dead in a couple of minutes.. My eye bag and my eye ring gona kill me..!
Label: HUNGRY! PERSONAL MESSAGES TO MY LOVED ONES:
Sze: I just want you to know that I'll always be there for u when u need anyone to trust to lean on. I can help u tink of thousands of ideas to help u. But if u don't wish to help urself I cannot to anything u know? I don't wish to see u rebelling and get nothing good in return. Rebel doesn't help at all in this situation. U should know that ur mum loves u. No point rebelling when u knows that she's stubbon right? I hope to see u be success in the future and not regret in future. I can be ur best buddy ur best listener or even ur best consultant. But u urself also have to pull urself up. Get what I mean? Hope to see u back in school soon. LOVES~
Katherine: Thanks for the notebook. Though it lags SO SO SOO much. But at least it could let me go to Restaurant City to play (I admit I'm still childish). And being able to update my dead blog. Girl loves~ I swear I gona get u something helpful for ur birthday. (: LOVES~
NOTE: WHICH KIND SOUL CAN TEACH ME HOW TO REMOVE MY BLOG'S BACKGROUND SONGG!
REMOVED IMEEM DUE TO NOISE POLLUTION IN MY BLOG
4/29/2009 01:02:00 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Being loved is blessed. Loving people who don't love you is torturing.
Not knowing if I really do love him. Wanting to give up on relationships and stop learning to love others. Don't wish to get hurt again. Just wana lead a simple life and thats enough. I don't expect to live luxuriously. I only want someone to love me pamper me and care for me. That's all i wished for. Why is it so hard to get true love? Or am I not fated to be loved and receive true love? Why is it so hard to get someone to accompany me to walk finish the rest of my life and have a long lasting relationship? I'm just tired of everything. Hoping that I can give up everything and stop bothering bout every single things around me.
4/26/2009 04:17:00 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Tears flowing down my cheeks. I don't know if I've made the right choice. I just hope I did. Though it hurts so much when I've chose to say all those to him. I had no choice. It feels as if I'm using my heart to bang into the wall rapidly. I know my description sounds retharded.. But that is how i felt at that moment. Trying to remove him from my mind. Trying to keep my promises. Trying to not disappoint those I've promised... I'll prove myself that I can do it.. And I will..
Another 5weeks to attachment. Really hope that I am able to be attach out of school. Don't wana be an idiot to stay in school. Wish me luck on scoring for MBT and QCA this following 5weeks. (:
4/19/2009 11:11:00 PM
Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.And then answer the questions,Say you're guessing if you don't know,But at least guess on all of them.After doing this, tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same.
1.Vincent (Lann) 2.Afiq 3.Louise 4.WeiSze 5.Angie 6.Neko 7.Touran 8.Vincent (Ahhboy) 9.Felicia 10.SiewLian (I gona throw this back to u cause u made me crack my head to think of 21 friends now) 11.Sherlyn 12.LiChuang 13.Samuel 14.Andrew 15.Pim 16.Ben 17.Sammel 18.Aloysius 19.LiYee (NaiNai) 20.LiYee (LiLi) 21.Manfred
1. How did you meet 7? Through Audition 3 years ago. First seen in bunk.
2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met? I'll short of another darling. ):
3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? That will never happen?
4. Have you seen 17 cried? Nope
5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? 4 is attached to someone else. I doubt they'll know each other someday.
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? Why not? With her short skirt and her mini shorts.Rofl
7. What is 2's favourite colour? I guess Black? Not sure
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? A long time ago. Quarrelled cause of someone i hated
9. What language does 8 speaks? English and Chinese? Duhss
10. Who is 13 going out with? Some guys?
11. Would you ever date 17 ? Never???
12. Where does 18 live? I duno?
13. What is the best thing about 4? She's there for her friends.
14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ? Thanks to u that im doing this now?
15. What is the best thing about 20? Nice?
16. Have you ever kiss 2? That will never happen!
17. What is the best memory you have of 5? Friendly!
18. When's the next time you're going to see 4? This coming Monday in school?
19. How is 7 different from 6? Touran is my papa Neko is my darling. Both are my loved ones!
20. Is 2 pretty? Never. HE'S A GUY!
21. What was your 1st impression of 15? TALL AND PRETTY!
22. How did you meet 3? Since Primary School..
23. Is 15 your best friend? Nope. But she's my darling!
24. Do you hate 12? For no reason? No way..
25. Have you seen 18 in the last month? Never even meet before
26. When was the last time you saw 16? This coming Wed will be the first day
27. Have you been to 5's house? nope!
28. When's the next time you'll see 10? Im not god =='
29. Are you close to 11? Average? Someone to bitch with (:
30. Have you been to the movies with 4? Yeah
31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8? Nope. Never
32. Would you give 19 a hug? Yeah! If she wants to. (:
33. When have you lied to 3? Not even once i lied to her.
34. Is 11 good at socializing? Why not?
35. Do you know a secret about 8? Not any
36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. Audi FAM members
37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? Not really close to each other
38. what's the worst thing about 6? Can't think of anything!
39. Have you even had a crush on 12? Though I'm a Bi. But that will never happen.
40. How long have you known 2? Around 2.
41. Does 11 have any girlfriend/boyfriend? Yup. For more than 1year. *jealous
42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? Yeah! When we broke up. But now we are friends. (:
43. Has 21 meet your parents? No?
44. How did you meet 11? Primary school friends
45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? Does it count as a no if i cnt rmb?
46. Do you live close to 7? Not at all?
47. What is 8's favourite food? Duno!
48. What kind of car does 1 have? He dont own a car!
49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9? Nope
50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she/he spend it on? Clothes?
4/19/2009 03:46:00 AM
Okay! Have been rather lazy to update blog recently.. Seen alot of candid shots of mine in kat's eleen's & siewlian's blog.crap..
Times had been bad.. Been feeling down recently. Complicated feelings, mood swings and been more bitchy than ever.. Took back the things I've gave clinton on Fri.. I throw everything into the bin. I rather feed the bin than give him those things. A polo tee. A Levi's boxer. A Calvin Klein's boxer. That's how worthless he is. (:
Decided not to have any strings attached. Kinda bored of things. Missing the times in holidays. Ton-ing out with friends and having chalets. Time were so fun then.. Just hope to have some time out to spare to spend out in the night playing and go crazy with my friends. But it won't be any sooner cause after my 6weeks module of lesson will be my attachment for 5months. That's how pathetic I am without any holidays.! Hoping to spare some time after graduation and go mad before working or continue my studies.
4/19/2009 02:30:00 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009
Pictures taken during my birthday chalet.. [More to be updated]
4/03/2009 10:02:00 PM
Mum took off the whole day. So she asked me out to Vivo to have a walk. Went Vivo for lunch then to Starhub and Singtel to check on my dateline of my line. Ending on o6o4o9. Gona change my line to Singtel and get a new phone. (: Can't wait for o7o4o9 to come. Thanks mum. Went Daiso for a shop to see if there's anything to buy. Bought some stuffs and went to Giant. I sat in the trolley. Mum pushed me. Rofl. I missed the times when I was small.. Its been a long long time I've been sitting in the trolley. Went to some chinese restaurant for dinner before heading home. Met Kat at Tiong mac around 1o.3opm to slack. Went for a supper at Lau Pa Sat with Kat, Elaine, Elaine's brother and cousin. Reached home at 12.30am cause mum wasn't happy as I told her I'll be back in 30minutes.
[Inner feelings]
I really am not sure what to do now. I really need you by my side. But you were never there for me. I'm really really sad. Really really disappointed. It seems like its of some retribution that I should recieve from the way I've treated u that time. I guess I'm never fated to have you.. No matter how hard I try to forget you. I still cannot get rid of you out of my mind. I really don't wish to give up just like that. Really feel like strangling myself..
4/29/2009 02:28:00 PM
