Destinated to be named WeiXuan on 240390
Hated studying since the age of 13.
Been slacking since then.
Currently studying in SimeiITE
Under BioTechnology Yr2.
Working Part-Time selling Health Supplement.
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♥Burberry Perfume♥ Camera[RED]
Collection of all alcohol bottles
FCUK watch
♥Gucci Bag♥
♥Gucci Wallet♥
♥Holidays in Japan♥
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♥LV African Queen Clutch♥ New Lappy
RED NitendoDS Rebond Hair
Renovate Room
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Wallets
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
4th post for the month of July.. It's been a week since I last blog.. Actually don't want blog de. Cause really don't know what to blog.But end up decided to come in..
I guess I've fallen for him.. I don't know why. Just felt like using my heart and soul to love, protect and care for him. I did say I don't wish to love again. But I really don't know why this feeling came back. I see him got hurt. My heart ache so badly. I really wished that he could be happy. Though the person in his heart is someone else.. I really hoped that she can make him happy. I really felt so retharded. I really felt like being there for him. Though I know it's no use. Really hated myself so much. I hate this feeling. I hate it alot alot...
What is wrong with me?! I really felt like giving up on myself. Feeling stressed. Starting to hate life as it is now. Shit. ARGH! I'm going crazy. I don't wana fall into depression. Hais. Can I just bang the wall? Oh my gosh~! Someone please save me.. ):
Label: Depressed.
7/07/2009 09:01:00 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Finally had my blog updated to be complete. Pictures? Another day please. Super shag after finding a simple skin for my blog. Skins are really hard to find. Finally got settled down with this.
Disclaimer: Thanks to Delon for suggesting song for me to update in my blog. ❤
Seriously I totally have no idea what to do next. I'm feeling so tired out of all these rubbish. It's been a year ever since I've really got myself to love someone. I'm starting to lost touch of the feeling of love already. Maybe I should just keep things this way. I've no idea how am I supposed to love someone again. Though life feels so much emptier without a partner to bring me the touch of care and concern. I guess I can still live on. I've got to keep myself strong and standing. I know I have to.
School is about to re-open soon next week. All these nonsence thoughts will be gone soon. Glad to keep myself occupied. Will keep myself super occupied. Yeah~ I will. Gona get myself to earn the first part-time income for myself le. JIAYOUS WEIXUAN~!(:
7/15/2009 11:36:00 PM
