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Saturday, October 10, 2009

Came home from camp yesterday. Had alot of fun in camp. The food in camp really sucks. But I really don't understand why I still gained weight after the camp. Gosh. Hmm. How should we start. I really hate myself for forgetting to bring my camera to camp. Learned alot from the camp.

Shall stop here ba. Don't know what to blog .

Label: Confused

10/10/2009 10:34:00 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Its been a long long time ever since I've blogged. There were so many stuffs that happened. There were so many things that impacted me so so much. Life wasn't smooth for me. I had so much to struggle. Hope were given and taken away as usual. But this time I didn't cry much its only my heart that kept aching non stop. It's been 3days ever since you've left me. I still couldn't let go. My heart is aching more and more. I kept thinking what went wrong till I found out from others and realised that you are nothing but a big flirt who cheats money and feelings. Even if after knowing the truth my feelings didn't fade off. Knowing how much effort I've put in. It really hit me so hard till I couldn't cry out anymore even when I think about it. Buddy was there for me to keep asking me to forget him but I still couldn't let go no matter how much I tried. Ben was there for me during all these while. Thanks.

Decided to stay single after all these hit me. It was such a big blow for me. Maybe like what Ben told me. It wasn't the right time for me to have a relationship. I guess he was right. Buddy said he wasn't the guy for me. Is he not? I kept doubting myself. Gosh. I feel so pain now.

I kept thinking and thinking. I asked Ben. Is looks really that important? He said no. He kept insisting that love will overcome all considerations. Is that true in this society now? I doubted so much on it. I believe that looks is everything. Without looks it's completely nothing. I have given up on love. I don't wish to believe in love again. I doubt I will again..

Label: Lost. Really lost this time

10/07/2009 02:01:00 AM

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